Inner Thoughts…

bgong buhay,bgong profyl. mkulit ako.(true.mnsan lng tlga thimik ak.) mtlino dw ak. -academix,yes.d lng hlata. -mbgal ang pick-up ko.mlalim kc ak mgicip kc yko ngka2mali ak. warfreak daw ako.(di totoo.warfreak means,adik sa away kht mba2w ang dhlan.) -plban lng ak.pro d ak bsta2 sumusugod.my breedng nmn ak noh. -pg nsa scene ng gulo,d ak mhlig mgslita.kinig lng ak,1 maling slita,sapakan na.=) mgling dw ak mgadvice. -mrunong lng ak tumingin s syds ng ctwaxon at 2mitngin ak s realidad.s mga posible.hehe. psaway ak. -oo.pag gus2 ko,ga2win ko.kng sn ak msaya,dun ak. msma ak. -my mga tyms n lumalampas ak s limitaxon ko. mskit dw ak mgslita. -pg kc nka2inis ung kausap mo,its d best way pra maintndhan kgd. -sabog lng tlga ak mnsn sumagot.pro mnsn dko sadya. mlambng dw ak. -gus2 ko kc pnpramdam ung feelings ko s mga tao.ngpa2kato2o lng. -msaya s feelng kc pgmy npa2saya kng tao. … d ak mgling sa lutuan.h8 ko ang tumatalsik na mantika. tkot ak s mtaas. violet.butrfly.flowers.chocol8s.pasta.mariah carey.bilyar@volleybol.tubig.-fave ko. pink.barbero/sinungaling (wtvr u col it!)-h8 ko. msrap ak mgng frnd. -msya ak ksma.trip kng trip. -kng kya ko,ggwin ko bsta pra sknla@xmpre kng tama. … … impulsive ak mgicp pgmy nrrmdman ak.kya 2log ang tmng soluxon s prob. mhilig ak mglakad. trip ko above ol ang kwentuhan s thmk n lugar.at sound3p. yoko ng wlang gngwa. hilig ko mgsyaw@kantahan ang srili ko. mba2w dw kligayahan ko.sbi ng ta2y ko.my mhulog lng dw n kutsara ta2wa nko.=P i find hapines in lil thngs.khit ptay na buhok ita2go ko bsta cnbing gift sken. sensitiv ak pgbday ko. -s pnahon n2 ak mdlng psayahin@psamain ang loob.try nyo ko asarin s bday ko.guguluhin ko buhay nyo…=P istorbohin nyo nko ng tulog,wag lng pagkumakain. ds s my rvelaxon.. not a cmple girl been through ups&downs gon places day&night.. dnt fear wanderng da streets evn @nyt an insomniac.. not in2 pulling hairs in a fyt, coz i kick&box.. choose da people i go w/.. say wt i wna say &do wt i wna do.. dominant.. selfish.. hot headed.. realistic.. i kinda have weird ideas about things.. i dance..its what i love doing the most.. im hiphop not gangster.. love my famly.. i hv da sense of rsponcblty.. ‘u dd it,u stnd 2 it’ im changed.. not a rebel nymor. got kickd but made it 2get back in.. i stil drink (occasionally) stil smoke (jst w8ng 4a sign 2stop meh). out of control wen i lose my patience, &i tell u,i bump any1 hu causes it. i go out &hv fun somtyms.. boredom tried 2kil me once. not agen.. i dnt approach but im aproachble.. i cn talk just abwt anythng in ds world! every move i make already means my personality il fool arwnd u f u make sense 2me.. i nvr talk 2those i hate unles i hv 2. i plain talk those who look plain 2me.. im quiet wn i hav a prob its sooper obvious wn im hapy. fyt my frnds and i wont care, but dnt u put my name 2 it..or im on! im a very reliable frnd.. im not comfortable bwt sharng my probs.. i always kip it 2myself.. i only blurt it wen its resolved.. i love my life and i wana make the most out of it.. my family have a history of cancer..and im so afraid of dying..wen i like some1…i always make it a point that he knows or at least feels it.. i cnt contain my feelings and that makes me so honest..i cnt keep my own secrets.. i hate regrets that’s y i always do wt i wana do..but stil on d ryt tym and place.. i tend to make sudden decisions when im mad,stressed or overwhelmed.. i love chocolates and icecram but i dnt like ice.. violet…since birth =) honestly,im a snob.. i only fool around frnds.. my life is abwt pride frndshp and family.. xcxco

1. It’s true that elders know more than the youngsters do, but not everything they say is right.
2. Parents know what’s best for their children. but not all the best can make them happy.
3. Commiting mistakes makes us learn. But the mistake doesn’t always have to come from us. Often it is better to learn from other’s mistakes before we commit them ourselves.
4. Not all things that stayed long in your hands is yours.
5. We can never change a personality. We can only portray another character.
6. Escaping gives only temporary relief. There will always be consequences… then you’ll soon realize that you’re still there where you escaped from or… you have been so busy with yourself you didn’t notice that while you were running, the problem was just running with you.
7. Revenge only make you feel good for a while. But it doesn’t give you what you really want.
8. You make what others think of you. Yes they may have a bad perception, but the factors of their perception always belong to you.
9. It’s always easy to say the right things but doing them doesn’t happen in a snap!
10. Bad decisions equals to risk. Good decisions equals to sacrifices.
11. Love is so Good that it can be so mean.
12. For the record, who is your worst enemy? answer: YOURSELF. It’s easier to oppose others but opposing yourself makes you feel like a loser. Admit it. You can hold your tears when you fight with others but when you fight with yourself, especially for what your heart really wants, it makes you feel like going mad.
13. Not all things that look real is real. Not all things that make you feel good is good…and not all things that make you feel bad isn’t always that bad.
14. In this life, you often have to be bad to be good.
15. Fact: Bad things last longer than the good. Probably because Good things bring you satisfaction and will lead you to stopping and moving on. but the bad things…they continue to happen until you think of something good–to stop then to move on.
16. Love + Peace + Money = Happiness. It’s not that money can buy love… but nowadays, money is a factor to be happy. Admit it. You can’t be happy with a miserable life with your love. Real Love is wanting the best life for your loved one.

I have a really strong attitude and most people see me as a rebel…

Well yeah,guess i am…i think so because i stand to my own opinions whether they are right or wrong… anyway there’s no right or wrong opinion… just good or bad maybe..hehe…

Though i admit i am a rebel there are only few things in this world that will make me happy… i may only look ambitious because my current life is so full of dramatic twist and turns i never thought could happen… but for real i only want a simple life in the future… a contented life with my own family..

“All i want for my life someday is to be a happily married wife. We live in a our own cozy house in the city with all our kids. We eat three times a day minimum. My kids making their future in decent schools. and I also go to school everyday as a teacher. My husband pushes his own wheels. He goes to work and manages our business at the same time. and last but not the least,no matter how busy the day or week can get, the whole family still get to sit around and talk about family issues or anything that matter to anyone of us and be able to settle them down peacefully.”

My goals…

• I want to get up on a stage someday and receive a diploma that says i graduated Bachelor of Secondary Education.

-I emphasized the word stage because that was one of my frustrations back in High School… I wasn’t able to March on my graduation for some reason… and hopefully next time i’d be handshaking the dean as she hand me over my diploma and while being photographed wearing that blacksuit up on stage… and I swear to graduate no matter how long it takes!

• I want to pass that license examination and be a certified educator!
• I will found a dance troupe if i get to my second year of teaching in a certain school.

-another frustration…i always wanted to be a cheerleader and after passing the audition and training, something always come my way when i’m almost there.

• I will invest for a car, a house and a business.
• I will have a building for my mom… ” Doña Imelda Bldg.”

My Dreams…

• I want a church wedding with the love of my life…and everything thats will make me the happiest and prettiest bride…simple but perfectly fitting make-up and long white gown,complete family and friends,white roses all over the church,cute flower girls,handsome ring and coin bearers,and the song ‘my destiny’ as i walk down the aisle on a red carpet.

• I want a week long luxurious vacation with my special someone…hotel,beach,overlooking view,quiet starry night,mood setters,wine,stroll,chat and everything that does the magic..hehehe…im still that romantic type…

“Money is a real big thing to be happy… And a lot of it comes only after great success… And Success comes only after sacrifices..